Why I write.


Why do I write?

I think it started as a desire to understand God. Having spent all those years growing up in the church I am painfully aware of what the religious folk taught me, but I needed to know for myself. I am really quite excited about what I have found, because I either had to or chose to look for myself.

On the one hand I could easily say I was lied to, but the truth is that they only tried to impress upon me the concepts that had been passed along to them (perhaps they were trying to make reality something they thought children could understand). I do not think that excuses those in authority from reading the truth themselves and passing along a correct understanding. Read the scriptures, you will find that God speaks consistently, with some anger, about shepherds that lead the flock astray. Why? Because it allows the flock to be destroyed.

As I think about the time frame, I have systematically been reading God’s Word about eight years. Someone recently said t

o me, “you know so much about the bible.” I do not feel that way, and my mind is not retaining the locations of passages anymore, but then when you think about the time you have invested, you should have a better understanding than the average religious person who allows someone else to prescribe their theology (I almost hate that word theology because one the “Christian” radio stations I listen to flings the word around like a club to inflict you. It merely means your concepts and understanding of God, and how you apply them to your life.)

There were so many things going on prior to this change in me. I had been involved with a mega church where I operated computer driven projection screens that the audience saw. While some look at people who do things like this as icons, what goes on in the background is far to often filled with extraordinary str

esses, most of which come from power-driven pastors and their staff. Sadly, I left there in a rage, never went back, and fell into a non-church going depression for about a year.

What changed that stage of my life had a lot to do with a church I used to go to that was doing a building project, and I got involved. Once the church was built I stayed there. Out of work, I involved myself in various Bible studies and groups and I began, once again, to experience a growth spurt in the Lord.

Each of the bible studies usually gave you a clue about what to expect for the following week, so I would read ahead. Although I was not even close to being the leader, I have always had the wish

Words have a power all their own

Words have a power all their own (Photo credit: Lynne Hand)

to lead, and would prepare for when the need arose. Perhaps it was the preparation, or perhaps it was the fact that my being ready gave me some insights to share, but I did get several opportunities, and gained some respect from a small handful of people. Since nothing has ever come easily for me, why should this be any different. I watched, as people with the ability to schmooze the pastor gained bible teaching positions in the church while having no understanding of the Word, teaching garbage and someone else’s opinion.

I have always had a desire to understand end times events, and like everyone else, reading the Revelation, Daniel, or Ezekiel had my head spinning (I am now quite sure that the “head spin” had much to do with trying to understand by using the conjecture taught me when I was younger.)

There used to be a man running around the country named Hilton Sutton. He would speak on end times in a way that fascinated me, but I would walk away just as lost. Attempts at reading and understanding these things just muddied up the water even more. It was not until I came across a book called the Islamic Antichrist that things began to have meaning. Names, places, and characters within the Revelation suddenly began to make sense.

While others around me seem to struggle, I will tell you that I am not confused (occasionally I can be, especially when someone decides to assert an improper dominance and force their ill-formed concept down your throat.)

A man who is part of a Bible study I attend pushes some poorly researched ideas about the Millennial reign. It is your right to have opinions, but to shove them down someone’s throat as theology, is not your right. When you do that you set yourself up as god, knowing what is best, and you will be judged accordingly.

1 Corinthians 3:11-13 KJV For other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ. Now if any man build upon this foundation gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, stubble; every man’s work shall be made manifest: for the day shall declare it, because it shall be revealed by fire; and the fire shall try every man’s work of what sort it is.

No, I do not have all this memorized, but my mind clings to concepts, and one of the things education will do for you is to teach you to do research. I am not the best at it, but comparing resources and original texts I can gain an understanding, and hopefully share that with you. Therefore, if I am given time I will come back to you with a definitive answer. If I cannot give you an answer like that, then I will lead to the truth of God’s Word, and allow Him to enlighten you.

Writing helps me to clarify things that bring me confusion. Confusion is not of God, and in case you were not aware, God is not trying to confuse anyone who reads the Revelation. It is a book that was meant to be understood and there is a special blessing upon those that pursue that understanding.

Writing has given me a framework from which to ask questions. I can develop those questions without reproach, obtaining answers just as if God were speaking directly to me, and there many times in which I feel that he is. I am safe in discussing my doubts, griefs and misunderstandings with God. No one rebuffs me for having doubts or erratic ideas.

Even though I write to understand the Father, I find it also gives me a better understanding of myself. Work is filled with daily stresses; investing time in God’s word helps me to keep my head on straight. Yes, I have had experiences with mental health professionals (I do not recommend you judge me at this point. Just because you either had better parenting than I had, or you choose to self-medicate. You are no better than me, and you need to understand that in a big hurry.) Counseling gave me some tools to help me understand why I react the way I do. They told me that I was passive aggressive. What that means: my tendency is to merely take the abuse, no matter what the form, until I could not take it anymore, then I turn into a angry, raging, monster. The worst part is that you have to deal with the carnage you leave behind, and I hate cleaning up. I learned that I have to talk about how I feel so that I do not merely retain a continuing stream of pain, and writing gives me a venue to discuss that pain and anger. If you are not aware, God can handle your anger and pain. My problem is that I did not take it to him either.

For all the reasons I write I suppose the bottom line is, writing builds a trust in me. I have come to trust and understand that God is trustworthy and therefore I can trust him. I have gone through doubts, and so did the Apostle Paul. Read 1 Corinthians 15 where he talks about the idea that what we are doing, this living a righteous life, is in vain, unless this hope we have in Jesus, and all that he entails, is true, and it is. He had to sort these things out for himself. Do you not understand that Paul’s training would have fought against the grace of God, and that grace is Paul’s main theme throughout scripture. I have learned that God is a god of mercy, that grace rules my life, that there is freedom in Him and yet I choose not to offend others, so that they may come to know that same grace. I have come to understand that God is true and trustworthy. His word is comprehensible and he desires us to understand who He is.

It is by writing that I have come to understand that Jesus is God.

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A response given. Dated 5/15/2012


There are some things I read that register immediately in my spirit; this response is toward one of them. The Holy Spirit seems to flood over me at times like this, not only in recognition of a kindred spirit, but of the power and majesty of the Holy God.

I will be honest with you. With out knowing what you had to say I almost dreaded seeing any replies. Most who have made contacts with me on earlier posts no longer do so. One fellow went on a strange attack.

Do I fear them? No. Can they cause me some form of depression? Yes. I have to shake that stuff off.

What the rebuffs and rejections do to me, is to make me more determined. I wish I wrote more intelligibly and could get these words, I feel are of the Holy Spirit, directly to those that need to hear it.
You know most will reject it.

5/14/12 – I went to Monday morning bible study with a group of guys I met at the coffee shop. Quite the mix they are. Only one of the Catholic brothers was there and he was asking for a definition of who Jesus is, because, and I am guessing, the Mormons came to his door and told him they believe in Jesus too. Within minutes that migrated into his own unbelief and misconceptions about the trinity.

The “leader” (Yes, you detected a little disdain.) is much more skillful at confronting cults, so he answering most of the questions.

At this point in walks our occasional visit from the Doctor of Philosophy. Educated, black, and angry, he will turn a 30 second answer into an hour long diatribe about slavery, racism and prejudice, no matter what the topic. The worst part is I have no idea where he stands in his relationship to Jesus Christ. He said things the other day that made him sound like Oprah Winfrey. God is in everything and everyone. There is no need to seek his face, for all men are created in his image. He made me want to throw up, and worst is his lack of desire to hear anything to the contrary.

Here is what scares me about this. I suspect that we are talking about two out of three “Christians” believe this tripe.

I came home and one of my sisters had just pulled up to the house. I told her straight out that I had just been in the presence of demons. (Why would I say that? Read Mark 1:23-24 ) I told my sister about what had just happened, adding, really, all I want to do is to talk about the greatness of my God. Now that often leads me into so many other aspects, but I never hear this out of the Dr.

I do not know how we got there but she, who used to be solid in the word and faith, is now telling me that there is no hell outside of some uncomfortable separation from God, and even then you can see him in the distance. She referenced the beggar Lazarus being comforted, and the “former” rich man in torment but capable of seeing all this from a relatively short distance, therefore a loving God would not torment his own creation by putting them into an eternal tormented hell, completely separate from God.

I tried to reason with her, but my memory is failing me and I do not tend to remember precise scriptures like I used to. God is not putting anyone in hell. They are merely following the one they love to his destination.

I fear for her now as well. Not so much over the possibility that they have rejected Christ and won’t make the rapture, but what if they do have to endure the time of Jacob’s trouble? When I try to bring them up to speed on current events that are and will affect them, she tells me I am scaring her, and did not God tells us to only think on the good things.

When people say things, like she did, they demonstrate their lack of knowledge and understanding of who God is.

I have found him to be more merciful than anyone could ever have imagined. I have only found these things out by reading them for myself and asking questions. So for me to hear such narrow minded, responses that lack insight and logic, I then keenly aware that the respondent does not read for themselves.

– God demonstrated his great mercy by offering up his son for a world that did not deserve it; a world that  certainly could not have paid the price for their own salvation.

– He extends mercy through the age of grace, toward all who will come.

– He extends mercy throughout the time of Jacob’s trouble through “endurance”, to all who will call upon his name. As a side note on this aspect. There will be an outpouring of Holy Spirit and revival throughout the time of Jacob’s trouble (the tribulation period). I know this because Peter restated it on the day of Pentecost when he quoted from Joel Chapter 2. Joel chapter 2 is a chapter about the time of judgment, Jacob’s troubles. The Holy Spirit has already begun to fall as he is empowering people like myself to declare with mouths that Jesus Christ is Lord over everything, and we are responding with our hands as we reach out and touch people with healing and life.

– And, even at the white throne judgment, after the 1000 years are over, he extends his mercy by basing his acceptance based upon what seems like good deeds. I believe that doing these good deeds these people are demonstrating the character of God.

You probably aware, that during this time of the white throne judgment, there are those, that although they are screaming at God about what they did in his name (Islam believes that Allah is his name.), they are not shown mercy because of their lack of good deeds.

How could anyone dare call God unfair and unmerciful. Hell has torment, Jesus told us so in Matthew 5:22. Satan will be thrown into a lake of fire to be tormented forever. Only those that follow him, their leader, will be thrown in there with him.

I said it all to say, that if you are a believer in Jesus Christ, and believe that he empowers us to move mountains, then I am honored to have a warrior and a watchman, stand in battle with me.

I believe that he is coming quickly. We are not in the darkness that we cannot ascertain that his approach is near.

If you did not see my recommendation, then get a copy of the book “The Harbinger” by Jonathon Cahn.

We are that close. The prophecy was declared over 2000 years ago, and every aspect has come to pass as this nation has followed the same destructive path that Israel did, all those years ago.

I personally believe that our President’s statement recently about homosexual marriages sealed our fate as a nation. The time of repentance is over for this nation and judgment will come quickly.

All that is left is for us to pray that God invades the hearts and minds of those that will follow him. I, personally, do not want anyone to have to go through what is to come, nor hell.

I have been called to be a watchman upon the wall, and this is one of my trumpets. Join me as we cry out, “the sword of the Lord, and of Gideon.”

The servant of the Most High God
Ozzie

 
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This dear lady speaks God’s heart and mind, and has spoken to mine this day.

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Gatekeepers have three primary roles

  1. To protect the Lord’s house.  This means they defend the gospel, the truth of the Word and Protect the holiness of God’s house. Their hearts are on fire with the Fear of the Lord. They want the Lord’s house to be a house of Prayer and they are not content until they see the Lord’s will come to place. The gatekeeper protects the House. They know the scriptures well and are full of understanding. They are bold to speak out against the sins of the church- even if it means they will be mocked, hated or even kicked out of the church. They stay close to the House of the Lord
  2. They keep the Lord’s people on the right path, keeping them from drifting from the Lord. As a staff or sheepdog would keep the sheep together from straying, so the role of gatekeeper is the same…

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Don’t let the enemy rob you.


Eliezer and Rebekah (engraving by Gustave Doré...

Eliezer and Rebekah (engraving by Gustave Doré from the 1865 La Sainte Bible) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I love the story surrounding Issac and Rebekah. If I had been Abraham I would have wanted the best for my “only son” too.

The father of faith, Abraham, will not have his son marry one of the local women for they do not know, nor honor God. So he sends his servant to the land of his relatives to get a wife.

Nothing about that process seems good for there are far too many variables involved, even the servant knew that, but the servant demonstrated some remarkable insight and applies some logic, faith, and we bit of a test, and God comes through with the quick answer.

Rebekah comes off as remarkable in the first few seconds, and she demonstrates some traits that would have made her the prize of any man. I wish I had met her.

Eventually Issac and Rebekah become man and wife, the family grows, and the boys choose wives of their own.

Anyone familiar with this fairy tale scenario knows that it is filled with some twisted human dynamics. I am not a psychologist, but have had to deal with a tremendous amount of family trauma myself, and it is not fun.

And Rebekah said to Isaac, I am weary of my life because of the daughters of Heth: if Jacob take a wife of the daughters of Heth, such as these which are of the daughters of the land, what good shall my life do me? (Genesis 27:46 KJV)

 Look up the word weary in the Strong’s concordance and you will begin to get the true sense of despair in her voice.

 The word is qûts, pronounced koots, (Strong # H6973) and is a primitive root (rather identical with H6972 through the idea of severing oneself from (compare H6962)); to be (causatively make) disgusted or anxious: – abhor, be distressed, be grieved, loathe, vex, be weary.

I read this and suddenly have a clearer picture of how depression affected her. If we take this concept of severing herself to it’s extreme she was considering suicide. We know that she did not follow through with this thought, but the effects of her playing the two sons against each other, and Esau’s rebellion against her authority were devastating.

It was only this last Sunday morning that our guest speaker, a man in national demand at prophetic conferences, said something that brought the grand prophetic illusion down to earth when he stated that one of major events that weakens us and make us subject to the enemies attacks was times of great weariness.

I know what it means to me. I am tired, but in my case add a little dose of low blood sugar, and I am not thinking straight at all. I have to force myself to distinguish between what I know feels like depression and just plain exhaustion. I also know that I dare not attempt to make a reasonable decision in a condition like that.

The dictionary tends to define weariness as: The state of exhaustion induced by physical labor; fatigue; disappointment; unmet expectations; worn-out patience, (or, if I may, burn out.)

Look, God has a job for you to do. Though you might look at yourself and consider yourself unfit for God’s duty, you need to know that you were especially designed and hand-picked for that job; the path your life has taken you on and made you is exactly why, but if the enemy can take you out of action due to fatigue or poor decision-making then not only has the enemy won that battle, but you have lost out on an amazing feeling of peace.

I have found that being ready and alert enough to respond to the leading of the Spirit’s direction can be the most rewarding feeling this world has to offer. There is some foolishness in that statement because I am comparing a feeling I associate with the spirit with what the world has to offer. They cannot compare.

 For since the beginning of the world men have not heard, nor perceived by the ear, neither hath the eye seen, O God, beside thee, what he hath prepared for him that waits for him. (Isaiah 64:4 KJV)

 Don’t let the enemy rob you through weariness. Sit by the brook for a spell, just as David’s men did, and get your strength back. God will not forget you. (Read 1Samuel 30)

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Pay attention to what this man has to say.

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An open letter to the church


It has been a little over 7 years since I wrote this. I still weep when I read it. To those that have an ear to hear it is an encouragement and a call to war.

Hear what the spirit of the Lord is saying, not only to those who misguided the sheep but to the sheep as well.


 

 

 

 

Sheep (Photo credit: James Good)

I am writing as I have been compelled to write. The Spirit of the Lord tells me that we are of the Laodicean church, and as such we are on the last stand and have failed to hold our ground.

The prophets1 have put forth the call to repent, but you have ignored that call, and instead, induced fear in my people.

You have taken away their hope.

Most will not receive this, but some will.

To the messenger of the church in Laodicea, write: The amen, the witness who is faithful and true, the source of God’s creation, says: I know what you have done, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were cold or hot. But since you are lukewarm and not hot or cold, I’m going to spit you out of my mouth. You say, ‘I’m rich. I’m wealthy. I don’t need anything.’ Yet, you do not realize that you are miserable, pitiful, poor, blind, and naked. I advise you: Buy gold purified in fire from me so that you may be rich. Buy white clothes from me. Wear them so that you may keep your shameful, naked body from showing. Buy ointment to put on your eyes so that you may see. I correct and discipline everyone I love. Take this seriously, and change the way you think and act. Look, I’m standing at the door and knocking. If anyone listens to my voice and opens the door, I’ll come in and we’ll eat together. I will allow everyone who wins the victory to sit with me on my throne, as I have won the victory and have sat down with my Father on his throne. Let the person who has ears listen to what the Spirit says to the churches.”
(
Revelation 3:14-22 GW)

The call for repentance has gone forth and you have ignored it.

The cry for hearts to turn to me has gone forth and you have rejected it.

I have sent my prophets and you have mocked them.

I have sent my warnings upon this nation; do not put your hope in the idea that there will be more.

I do not recommend you ignore these warnings.

The time of my return, for those who are awaiting me, is now within minutes in my time frame. Will you ignore that too?

Pastors

I sent you as shepherds to lead and guide the flock, but you have failed. You have not only failed but you have robbed my sheep, and left them as fodder for the wolves. They wander around with no hope and direction. And even though I have told you that you are not in the darkness that this day should creep upon you, that is exactly what is happening to them.

Read Matthew 25. Do not ignore this warning! Although everyone in this parable was invited to the same wedding half were not ready. The oil is not the Holy Spirit for you cannot buy a free gift; therefore, the oil is passion and desire, and none of you have that.

The shepherds are foolish. They don’t look to the LORD for help. That is why they won’t succeed, and all their flocks will be scattered. (Jeremiah 10:21 GW)

You think you are a success if you have fame and fortune, but I tell you that the first shall be last, and there will be a payment to be made for the damage you have done to my flock.

Many shepherds have destroyed My vineyard; they have trampled My portion underfoot; they have made My pleasant portion a desolate wilderness. (Jeremiah 12:10 LITV)

You love to call this time that is coming the Great Tribulation, and it is, but it is also a time of wrath. If you have played the fool with MY people then you will be included in that wrath.

You can stand there glowering, in an attempt to rebuke me, I anticipated that, for that is what Pharisees do, but what in your foolish mind makes you think that you will escape the wrath of God.

Woe to shepherds who destroy and scatter the sheep of My pasture says Jehovah. Because of this, so says Jehovah the God of Israel against the shepherds who shepherd My people: You have scattered My flock, and have driven them away, and have not visited them. Behold, I will visit on you the evil of your doings, says Jehovah.” (Jeremiah 23:1-2 LITV)

Shepherds, you should be leading the sheep. Start crying, you great leaders! Roll around on the ground in pain, you leaders of the sheep. It is now time for your slaughter. You will be scattered everywhere, like pieces flying from a broken jar.” (Jeremiah 25:34 ERV)

There will be no place for the shepherds to hide. They will not escape. (Jeremiah 25:35 ERV)

We were designed for hope, it is the reason we are here.

You shepherds that chose not to attend the flock, have robbed them of hope. You have chosen to preach what people want to hear, and not what I have spoken to you.

.., the eye of the Lord is on those in whose hearts is the fear of him, on those whose hope is in his mercy;“ (Psalms 33:18b BBE)

Be strong and brave, all of you who are waiting for the LORD’S help. (Psalms 31:24 ERV)

Hope is the main motivation that drives my people toward the end. Hope is the backbone of faith, based in faith, and the reason that we look toward a promised end and rescue from destruction.

As were the days of Noah, so will be the coming of the Son of Man. (Matthew 24:37 AMP)

You have not been bold enough to understand this statement, so I will declare it to you. Evil thoughts and violence filled the heart of every man, except one, NOAH. I placed him in the Ark, and I closed the door. Then destruction came. In other words, tribulation, coming from people, was all around him, just as is it today.

You have eliminated the talks of hope because you do not believe my words. Did you think that I would not notice such an act of treason? In eliminating hope, you have proven your lack of faith, and shown your distrust of my word, my life, and my resurrection.

You have robbed my people of hope by your unbelief.

Do you not understand that HOPE was and is an integral aspect of your beliefs.

I promised and then guaranteed that hope with my body as the payment when it should have been your body on that cross.

Do you not understand that the riches of heaven are only yours because of the fulfillment of hope.

Paul challenged the Sanhedrin based on a solid understanding of this hope.

But Paul, when he perceived that one part of them were Sadducees and the other part Pharisees, cried out to the council (Sanhedrin), Brethren, I am a Pharisee, a son of Pharisees; it is with regard to the hope and the resurrection of the dead that I am indicted and being judged. (Acts 23:6 AMP)

While you have refused to establish hope in people, Paul was willing to be chained because he grasped the promise of hope based in Jesus.

This is the reason therefore why I have begged to see you and to talk with you, since it is because of the Hope of Israel (the Messiah) that I am bound with this chain. (Acts 28:20 AMP)

Abraham – One of the main reasons we are here, had hope.

There was no hope that Abraham would have children, but Abraham believed God and continued to hope. And that is why he became the father of many nations. As God told him, “You will have many descendants.” (Romans 4:18 ERV)

Your deficient decision for Jesus Christ, demonstrating your lack of faith, has caused my Church to not know who I am.

Through our faith, Christ has brought us into that blessing of God’s grace that we now enjoy. And we are very happy because of the hope we have of sharing God’s glory.
(Romans 5:2 ERV)

Several translations put it this way: “this grace in which we stand,”, Without hope none of them will stand.

And what is it that they might have the need to stand in?

  • Faith in adversity;

  • Faith in my name;

  • The application of my Word and Name in bringing life to others.

No, you have not taught them that.

They cower and cringe in fear, and if not cowering, they think that they are gods. Where would they get that idea? Because instead of preaching hope and faith, you preach a message of lust and idolatry.

You created a monster that will be your destruction.

You only have one option, and that is to repent.

Time is short and my patience with you has grown thin. The last days are upon us, and you need to clear your hearts and minds now. You need to restore the broken and lost to health. Ignore this and I will not ignore your wrongs.

The Assyrians are upon you already and you do not even know it. They will show you no mercy, and they will dash your children upon stones, before your feet.

Repent in humility and weeping, and I will restore you. Turn from me and I will throw you to the winds.

If you are so minded, share this with the pastor of your choice.

Share this with the sheep of your choice.

I do not wish to see you miss out on the in-gathering of the church to himself, but lacking zealous passion you may. You will deeply regret that as it will be hell for those still here.

Open your bibles and read the second chapter of Joel. Peter stood on the day of Pentecost and declared that Joel’s prophecy was fulfilled in their hearing. God opened the door that day to the amazing.

Should you choose to turn to him, he will turn to you.

Open your mouth and determine, as watchmen upon the wall that this destruction is not happening on your watch.

Declare, in the Name of Jesus Christ, the risen one, that there will be peace and safety everywhere your foot stands.

Declare sanity over this nation while you are upon it.

Grow a backbone and act like the man and woman of God you were designed to be.

Son’s of Adam, and Daughter’s of Eve, I am calling you out. You know who you are. You have heard the calling in your ears for some time now.

What is holding you back? Fear; fear is of the devil and does nothing more than incapacitate you.

Do something.

  • Shout,

  • scream,

  • cry out,

  • repent over a broken nation.

  • Still the enemy and the avenger.

Have the guts to do something, for you do not have the time or the luxury to be silent.

Hold your tongues and I will hold you responsible. Their blood will be upon your head. (Find it scripture.)

Cease to be lethargic and uncaring. Awaken to righteousness.

Do something.

  • Be a fire that will not go out.

  • Cause a few people to regret the fact that you walked into the room, and make a few glad that you did.

Men and women of God should be the last thing on earth that the unbelieving would ever want to mess with and the first person that they call.

Walk this earth as the prophets walked. BE BOLD, and show the world what the power of God is all about.

DEAR GOD, IT’S TIME.

1Jonathon Cahn, The Harbinger, Subtitled “The Ancient Mystery That Holds the Secret of America’s Future,” The Harbinger is published by FrontLine, an imprint of Charisma House. – This only one of the voices, but if you will take the time to verify and compare you will see that the Spirit is telling all those that will listen to say the same thing.

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FEMA in America – You need to be paying attention!


Just scan through some of the Presidential orders listed. The question has been asked, repeatedly, where is America in end times?

Islam does not have to be the global threat, beheading Christians, America is willing to take that role.

When will this take place? Probably within seconds after the Church is snatched off this earth. Did you ever think about how many people might be gone in that moment?

The disappearance of that many people will trigger off Martial Law. Why would that be a problem for those that are gone? It is not, but Matthew 25 tells us that 50% of the church, invited to the wedding will not be ready. It will impact them.

If you are outspoken about anything, you are considered a terrorist. My cultic friends, following the Mormon or Jehovah Witness religions. You are considered outspoken.

If you are asked to deny Christ or die, what will you do? I implore to not deny Him. To do so will seal your fate.

Really, what you are doing at the point of denial is following your master, either to eternity with the Father, or eternal separation from God.

The religious world says stop it, we are supposed to think on these things – goodness, kindness, and peace. You are making people react in fear! I am not making people do anything. Fear is a reaction of choice. God has called to react, but only do it with the one tool that has an impact, PRAY!

Decide this moment to do something about it, and PRAY. Pray that the enemy is withheld until your voice is no longer here to pray. Declare that this nation holds itself together until the church is snatched out of here. And pray for those who will be left behind. They are choosing to be blind, and reality will slap them hard in the face. I fear for them.

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Jesus had a thing for prostitutes.


A former prostitute overwhelmed by the realization that God loved her exclaimed, “Jesus had a thing for hookers.”

Yes, yes he did. But in case you feel left out, he also had a thing for the broken, the poor, the downtrodden, outcasts, sick, demon possessed, and apparently the dead.

You can’t go around making statements like that if you cannot back them up. So here is a few:

Matthew, the tax collector

This man was hated.

Rome only tolerated the tax collectors because of the money, and we can be sure that no decent Jew would have anything to do with him.

Look at what the Pharisees inferred about him.

 And having seen this, the Pharisees were saying to His disciples, For what reason with the tax collectors and men stained with such vices and crimes is your teacher eating? And having heard this, He said, No need do those have who are in sound health, of a doctor, but those who are ill; (Wuest’s translation of Matthew 9:9)

 Jesus sought Matthew out, not the other way around. A social outcast in Jewish society, his only friends were those who did the same things.

The woman caught in adultery.

John 8:3-11 ISV But the scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught in adultery. After setting her before them, (4) they said to him, “Teacher, this woman has been caught in the very act of adultery. (5) Now in the law, Moses commanded us to stone such women to death. What do you say?” (6) They said this to test him, so that they might have a charge against him. But Jesus bent down and began to write on the ground with his finger. (7) When they persisted in questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, “Let the person among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.” (8) Then he bent down again and continued writing on the ground. (9) When they heard this, they went away one by one, beginning with the oldest, and he was left alone with the woman standing there. (10) Then Jesus stood up and said to her, “Woman, where are your accusers? Hasn’t anyone condemned you?” (11) She said, “No one, sir.” Then Jesus said, “I don’t condemn you either. Go home, and from now on do not sin any more.”

Jesus did not just stumble upon this situation, they Pharisees, in an effort to trap, hunted this woman down and threw her at his feet. Any good Jew would have stoned her.

Does anyone else ever ask, what happened to the man? Women, unless they are hooking, do not, as a rule, pursue men, it is usually the other way around.

I want so much to believe that this might have been Mary Magdalene.

Try to imagine how she responded to Jesus actions toward her. I know what religion has tried to teach me; that after demonstrating appropriate contrition of spirit, and an extended investment of time in the Word, she would have come to the full realization that she needed Jesus Christ. This would have led her to a place of public confession of her sins, allowing for the redeeming work of God, and over time she was changed into the perfect person that God intended. Hog wash.

Having never experience anyone or a love like that, she walked away changed. If it has never happened to you, you will never understand.

I can equate this a couple of ways. A book I read, titled “The Shack” was one that changed me, for I have never understood God to be so personal. I walked away from that book with an understanding of love for the Father, and Jesus, like I had never known before. Sure, I knew that God loved me, from a distance, but now I seemed to know that he cared. Another way I experienced this mercy and love is through the broken path my life has taken. I now understand mercy more than you will ever know.

No, that day she walked away different. She walked away with a longing for a relationship with the man who cared for her.

Could the world see a problem with a statement like that? Of course, and I can understand it. It is our broken nature that prevents us from seeing something like the depth of God’s love; our bodies and mind are incapable of grasping fully what his love is , and how he feels about us. Why do you think there are so many marital failures in the world. Unable to communicate with each other we confide in someone else. That seems ok at first, but then you feel so loved all of a sudden. Your appreciation turns to want and then what happens? In the world, the total destruction of a marital relationship.

Look at what the love of God can do to you, and for you.

Deutsch: Christus im Hause des Pharisäers, Jac...

Deutsch: Christus im Hause des Pharisäers, Jacopo Tintoretto, Escorial (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

 Luke 7:36-50 NIV When one of the Pharisees invited Jesus to have dinner with him, he went to the Pharisee’s house and reclined at the table. (37) A woman in that town who lived a sinful life learned that Jesus was eating at the Pharisee’s house, so she came there with an alabaster jar of perfume. (38) As she stood behind him at his feet weeping, she began to wet his feet with her tears. Then she wiped them with her hair, kissed them and poured perfume on them. (39) When the Pharisee who had invited him saw this, he said to himself, “If this man were a prophet, he would know who is touching him and what kind of woman she is–that she is a sinner.”

Let’s take a slight break in the passage. Simon (Peter) must have fancied himself a devout Jew. (Peter is a story all his own.) But in case Jesus was not paying attention to his surroundings Peter gives him the update. This woman touching you, (that should not have happened regardless) is a sinner!

I am laughing as I write this. How would Peter have known this?

Luke 7:40 NIV Jesus answered him, “Simon, I have something to tell you.” “Tell me, teacher,” he said.

Peter tried to straighten out God himself. Instead of chewing him out for his shallow, judgmental, stupidity, he tells him a story (a parable.) This may have been someone who Peter knew, therefore having an even bigger impact on Peter.

Luke 7:41-50 NIV “Two people owed money to a certain moneylender. One owed him five hundred denarii, and the other fifty. (42) Neither of them had the money to pay him back, so he forgave the debts of both. Now which of them will love him more?” (43) Simon replied, “I suppose the one who had the bigger debt forgiven.” “You have judged correctly,” Jesus said. (44) Then he turned toward the woman and said to Simon, “Do you see this woman? I came into your house. You did not give me any water for my feet, but she wet my feet with her tears and wiped them with her hair. (45) You did not give me a kiss, but this woman, from the time I entered, has not stopped kissing my feet. (46) You did not put oil on my head, but she has poured perfume on my feet.

I know it is not important to you, but I have a t-shirt that says, “Actions speak louder than words!” There is a scriptural reference that eludes me right now, but it speaks volumes to me. People can say anything they want, and it can even sound heartfelt, but if you cannot produce then you need to go home. We used to be able to go to the local dairy and get a truck load of that. Your mouth is writing checks that it cannot cash.

This woman did not need anyone to tell her that. She, having been impacted by the loving God, and she is not even forgiven yet, is pouring out her heart in love toward someone who showed her a mercy she had never experienced in her life.

(47) Therefore, I tell you, her many sins have been forgiven–as her great love has shown. But whoever has been forgiven little loves little.” (48) Then Jesus said to her, “Your sins are forgiven.” (49) The other guests began to say among themselves, “Who is this who even forgives sins?” (50) Jesus said to the woman, “Your faith has saved you; go in peace.”

He knew what her sins were, it did not matter. He would have done it all, just for her. All that sarcasm I spouted on about meant nothing to Jesus. There were no hoops, just action. Jesus just got through explaining how it works to Peter. Now here she is, showing, anyway she knew how, that love in return.

I read a book called “Jesus the man” by Kahlil Gibran. I would not recommend it, but there was one thing that I took away from it, and that was Mary Magdalene’s description of Jesus, and his response to her.

She tells of how he came into her “garden” and sat upon her bench. Spying him through the window, she longed for him. He was, to her, a good-looking, muscular man. She described his face, and the relaxed, but far away look as he stared off into the distance.

She approached him and, like the others, invited him in. She knew what she would do with him, but Jesus was different, and he changed everything. He responded to her like no man had ever spoken. He said, “I have loved you like no man has ever loved you.” She said it was like he looked right through her. He seemed as though he knew my every thought, my every deed, and yet would disclose none of them. So vulnerable and yet so safe. Made speechless by his words she stood there. He on the other hand stood, clasped her hand with both of his; thanked her, and turning walked away. She was forever changed.

The man at the pool.

John 5:1-9 NIV Some time later, Jesus went up to Jerusalem for one of the Jewish festivals. (2) Now there is in Jerusalem near the Sheep Gate a pool, which in Aramaic is called Bethesda and which is surrounded by five covered colonnades. (3) Here a great number of disabled people used to lie–the blind, the lame, the paralyzed. (5) One who was there had been an invalid for thirty-eight years. (6) When Jesus saw him lying there and learned that he had been in this condition for a long time, he asked him, “Do you want to get well?” (7) “Sir,” the invalid replied, “I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred. While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down ahead of me.” (8) Then Jesus said to him, “Get up! Pick up your mat and walk.” (9) At once the man was cured; he picked up his mat and walked. The day on which this took place was a Sabbath,

I suspect that this was not the first trip through this area for there is an amazing amount of information about the setting.

Of all the people there why this man?

One of the things we know is that he was a Jew. How would we know that? Because, excited after being healed, he did not go home, he apparently decided to celebrate around the temple drawing the attention of the Jewish leadership.

They are the one’s that said the law forbids you! They were not concerned with the nations and how they lived their lives, but they were concerned with a Jew that was breaking the law.

Did you ever think about that? This man laid there for years, and yet had a reasonable degree of clothing on. What was it about him that said, “I am a Jew?” There was only one significant indicator and that was the piece of cloth with the tassels that had the blue stripe in it. This is the same piece of clothing that David cut when Saul came into the cave of Adullam to relieve himself.

Someone must have shown some care for him, but we can’t find them anywhere.

The story tells us that the entire area was filled with paralyzed and disabled. The NIV called him invalid. Did you ever stop to consider that the word invalid conveys the meaning of unsound. Everyone lying around the pool was unsound, if for no other reason, the lack of intimate relationship with the Father.

Another thing you should have picked up on.

John 5:6 NIV When Jesus saw him lying there and learned that he had been in this condition for a long time, he asked him, “Do you want to get well?”

Two things strike me about this. Jesus took the time, to find out something about the man. He learned that he had been here a long time. Why was that important? Asking questions got those around him focused on the subject matter, and perhaps even why. The other thing I notice. Why of all these people, did he choose this man? 

I suspect that Jesus, of all people, knew the man’s history and ailments, but then Jesus freely gave up his place in heaven to be a man. Did that restrict his knowledge of what was going on? Not at all, but this should come as a relief, everything he did, he gained through the Holy Spirit, just as we can.

The Samaritan woman.

This story baffled me because I could not understand the vile hatred the Jews had for the Samaritans. After going into bondage, one of the kings holding them captive decides that leaving the land vacant is not the best idea, so he substitutes a people in the place of Israel. Samaria then becomes the capital city, and the priests this king brings in to lead the people, take them even deeper in the worship of false gods. The Jews despised them, partly because they were a mixed race, and yet they tried to act the pompous role.

John 4:7-9 NIV When a Samaritan woman came to draw water, Jesus said to her, “Will you give me a drink?” (8) (His disciples had gone into the town to buy food.) (9) The Samaritan woman said to him, “You are a Jew and I am a Samaritan woman. How can you ask me for a drink?” (For Jews do not associate with Samaritans.)

She could not even come when the other women would come. She had been thrown out of their club, and openly talking to a man was forbidden for a decent woman. How did she know he was a Jew? That same identifying garment that the man by the pool had on. She knew exactly what it meant.

What was result of her encounter?

John 4:39-43 NIV Many of the Samaritans from that town believed in him because of the woman’s testimony, “He told me everything I ever did.” (40) So when the Samaritans came to him, they urged him to stay with them, and he stayed two days. (41) And because of his words many more became believers. (42) They said to the woman, “We no longer believe just because of what you said; now we have heard for ourselves, and we know that this man really is the Savior of the world.” (43) After the two days he left for Galilee.

She was the one who told Jesus, “I know that Messiah” (called Christ) “is coming. When he comes, he will explain everything to us.” That does not mean that would know him when he showed up, she just proved that.

Think about this, how would anyone have known? Sure they had the prophecies, but required you keeping them in your thinking, and then being on the look out for them to happen. Surely there was someone like that. Daniel was reading through a scroll of Jeremiah, when he realizes that Israel’s captivity is almost over. There is no happenstance, God had everything planned out.

Alright, you are paying attention, looking for the clues, but there were many boys born in Bethlehem that year. Herod knew that as well and had them all killed, and he widen the age range, just in case.

God knew he would have to make himself known. Who was he dealing with? The descendants of Adam, and Adam’s new and not so improved sin nature caused him to try to hide from God. Life between God and man would never be the same. There was only one way to fix it, and that was to restore the relationship by buying the man back. Yes, there is more to it than that, but you get the idea. God had to prove himself at every appearing since.

One of the first outlaw bikers.

Judges 11:1 NIV Jephthah the Gileadite was a mighty warrior. His father was Gilead; his mother was a prostitute.

There are so many things that seem insignificant in the bible, and yet speak volumes to those paying attention. Jephthah made it into the book of Hebrews’ hall of fame. Merely recounting what he did would have, and should have inspired us all. But it is this phrase, “his mother was a prostitute” that will help to make him.

I called him the outlaw biker, but his life did not start that way, none of them do. They were all cute little babies that did not talk back or slap at you when you touched them. No, something had to make them turn.

One of my favorite old songs was one by Waylon Jennings, and it has a line in it that goes like this, “my heroes have always been cowboys.” Why do you suppose that is? Cowboys were good guys and bad. They could take a punch, or in the case of John Wayne, a bullet or two, and act like it was a scratch. They rescued or rustled, and some, when they got caught and hanged, would still spit at your feet in defiance. They were tough as nails, but they too were cute little babies at some point.

Jephthah was not the only son.

It says that Gilead’s wife, not the prostitute, also bore him more sons. In the chronology of this family it appears that Jephthah was the oldest son. The “legitimate” sons drove Jephthah out of the house. Think about that. Either Gilead hated Jephthah, possibly because there was always some embarrassment associated with who his mother was. Or he taught these other sons this hatred. It just occurred to me that Jephthah may not have grown up in the household directly. Wow, this could get deep, it is certainly getting uglier.

It is clear that Gilead had little control over how decently his other boys acted. The idealistic scenery of the Ponderosa ranch, and Ben Cartright, the patriarch of the family, raising three boys, as a single parent, into the fine men we watched for years on television, did not happen here.

There was some huge breakdown of family values going on here. But to give them the benefit of doubt, the nation was ravaged yearly.

Judges 10:6-8 NIV Again the Israelites did evil in the eyes of the LORD. They served the Baals and the Ashtoreths, and the gods of Aram, the gods of Sidon, the gods of Moab, the gods of the Ammonites and the gods of the Philistines. And because the Israelites forsook the LORD and no longer served him, (7) he became angry with them. He sold them into the hands of the Philistines and the Ammonites, (8) who that year shattered and crushed them. For eighteen years they oppressed all the Israelites on the east side of the Jordan in Gilead, the land of the Amorites.

 Jephthah is driven out.

Judges 11:3 NIV So Jephthah fled from his brothers and settled in the land of Tob, where a gang of scoundrels gathered around him and followed him.

What causes people to follow you?

For some it might be their eloquent manner of speech. I believe our current President is in office because he said the right things, in a convincing tone. He promised change. Do a little research into what the government plans on doing to it’s citizens and you will agree, change is coming. I do not believe that this was the case with Jephthah. Scoundrels are rarely interested in talk.

David, before he became king, had to flee for his life. As he was “hiding” men gathered to him also. What were they described as? The downtrodden, the poor, the oppressed, the divorced, the hungry, men angry with the government, and generally scoundrels.

Do scoundrels occasionally cause you grief? Absolutely, many have no concerns about democratic process, and you may be king as long as we don’t kill you. Having come back from a battle, where they served a mercenaries, they were all exhausted and hungry. What did they come home to? Nothing, for the town had been sacked and their families were gone. These scoundrels wanted to kill David, for what? It was not his fault.

These men gathered around Jephthah because he had become like them. One of the things that stands out in this story is that Jephthah learned what it was to be a Jew. He would not have been included with that hall of fame distinction if it were other wise. In an attempt to clarify what I am pointing out I will use a line from an old “BC”comic strip, by Johnny Hart. There were several of these in which the cave man would walk along the beach, look down at, or pick up a clam, and make a discovery. This excited so much that he would shout out, in case anyone could hear him. In one instance he shouts out, “clams have scruples!”Jephthah seemed to have scruples.

Living were they did, on the outskirts of town, they seemed to be less affected by the invaders that Israel suffered under. When the leadership of town finally had enough of the invasions they came to Jephthah.

Judges 11:7 NIV Jephthah said to them, “Didn’t you hate me and drive me from my father’s house? Why do you come to me now, when you’re in trouble?”

These same brothers that threw him out were now the town leadership. Something is terribly wrong with that picture.

I love his response, “Why do you come to me now, when you are in trouble?” As though the trouble did not effect Jephthah. Of course it did, but then they may have just stolen it back.

Jephthah proposes a deal. If I fight for you, then I am in charge; meet my secretary of state! Jephthah did fight for Israel, and ruled over them. Did a fairly good job of it to, for he led Israel for six years.

I guess you can ascertain that Jephthah had the potential of being a real mess. He hung out with scoundrels, and may have been one himself, but God sees something else. God looks on the heart, and knows the character of the person, a thing that many others cannot see.

When you read a story like Jephthahs’ and the aspects that created are not clearly defined, then you have to step back and look at the bigger picture. People are not born killers. Yes, there is a sin nature in all of us, and only receiving Jesus Christ gives us the edge we need to not pursue our natures cataclysmic demise.

I know that there are people that will argue against that statement, so let me point something out. Noah is the example that Jesus gave of what it will be like in the end. Guess what, we are there.

Scripture says:

Genesis 6:5 NIV The LORD saw how great the wickedness of the human race had become on the earth, and that every inclination of the thoughts of the human heart was only evil all the time.

Genesis 6:12-13 KJV And God looked upon the earth, and, behold, it was corrupt; for all flesh had corrupted his way upon the earth. (13) And God said unto Noah, The end of all flesh is come before me; for the earth is filled with violence through them; and, behold, I will destroy them with the earth.

The bible is filled with incredible stories like this, history really, and God clearly had a heart for everyone of them. He chose to use them, taking the messy paths that their lives took them on, and making something good out of it. People that made marked differences in our lives. Chances are we would not be here if it were not for the Jephthahs’, the Jonahs’, and women like Mary Magdalene, for they showed us a God that cares and shows mercy beyond all expectation.

If you were to ask I would tell you to run to Him. He has always been ready to take you in, no matter where life has taken you. His name is Jesus Christ, the risen one.

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I pray daily that Prime Minister Netanyahu listens to God’s voice, and does exactly as prescribed.

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International negotiations with Iran went nowhere on Friday. More discussions are schedule for May, though Israeli Prime Minister Netanyahu said this was a gift to the Iranians who will have more time to enrich uranium and accelerate their weapons development program. “My initial impression is that Iran has been given a freebie,” said the PM during a meeting with U.S. Senator Joe Lieberman. “It’s got five weeks to continue enrichment without any limitation, any inhibition.”

No sooner had the fruitless talks ended had talk in Israel returned to the increasing imminency of war. “A major Israel TV station on Sunday night broadcast a detailed report on how Israel will go about attacking Iran’s nuclear facilities in the event that diplomacy and sanctions fail and Israel decides to carry out a military strike,” reports the Times of Israel. “The report, screened on the main evening news of Channel 10, was…

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Stockton Bible Chapel


This day I was told your city had declared bankruptcy.

Spread this word as rapidly and as faithfully as you know how.

I have called you as watchman upon the wall. Did you sound the warning?

Sound it now! Call those who will listen to turn back to the living God. Stay the enemies hand. Declare stability.

I feel lead to give you this scripture that someone else quizzed me on. Matthew 10:5-7 MKJV  Jesus sent out these twelve, commanding them, saying, Do not go into the way of the nations, and do not enter into any city of the Samaritans.  (6)  But rather go to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.  (7)  And as you go, proclaim, saying, The kingdom of Heaven is at hand.

The sheep are lost, bruised and broken. They have lost hope. Call them back. Restore hope. I am coming soon.

It is time for the warriors to stand up in faith and declare. NOT ON MY WATCH!

Be the watcher.

The enemy has encroached into your camp; escort him out in the name and power of Jesus Christ.

Declare! I will not comply, and I will not lay down my life whimpering like there is nothing left to do. I will proclaim the name of Jesus, my hope, and I will call those things that be not as though they were. My hope is in him alone for that is all there is. This is not of any human power, for we have none, but I, through everything, place all my hope into you Lord.

Father I ask that you forgive us as a nation, for we sinned against you, and turned our backs upon you. Father forgive us and relent from this judgment against us. Father we plead for your mercy, for you alone are our only hope. Forgive us for our arrogance and show mercy upon us. Hear us now and stay the hand of the enemy. Cause those that will hear you to rise up in prayer and call upon your name. Forgive us Father, as we humble ourselves before you. Give us hearts that desire your word and path. Direct our paths and words, as you now make this one of the most powerful and exciting times that the faithful have ever experienced. Cause your life and word to rise up in us as we act in faith, believing you. Cause signs and wonders to abound in our midst. And Father, until the day of your return I ask for a supernatural faith and comprehension of your word, as we turn to you.

He will be as big and bold as you will allow him to be. Stretch yourself, and watch what the power of God has been waiting for the chance to do. I will show myself strong on behalf of those who will call upon my name. I have been waiting for you to call upon me.

The day has come. The day is now!

I have been called to be a prophet. I know that now, as clearly as the sun rises in the morning. And I declare God’s peace over you. Rise to this occasion. Rise before it is too late.

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